Before you start reading, lets meet Pinkroom. My new toy in my room. Actually, I have shelved all my other 50 over stuffs toys in the storeroom. I don't really want to see them anymore. But I still have some by the window and my HUGE HELLO KITTY. I think these are still pretty cute to hang around in my room.


Pinkroom was born on 29 December 2008. My dear girl Shauna thought that my birthday was on 29 December haha! That explains the reason to my new addition.

Of cos, then the next picture below shows none other than my bad habit of collecting clothes! A new working dress from Miss Selfridge! Dyanne said this dress is not overly sweet-looking on me anymore as now my new hair cut had made the dress look fine, rather than some sweet sleeping dress.

Why do I feel sad when its a Happy New Year.

I felt pins and needles piercing my heart at all times. Each time I think of it, I feel sad and tears starts flooding in my eyes again. I know for sure I'm not in his world anymore. Our relationship 'had laid unpeacefully in the coffin on 22 Dec 2008'. It should be incinerated by now.

I really really dont need any more relationship(s) to hurt me so bad. I had to move on and start anew somewhere one day. My new start would be my new job. Along the way, I do hope that one day, along the roads, I'll be able to meet someone special who can once again:-

• bring me go fishing
• bring me go prawning
• bring me to the movies
• calls me everynight
• brings me overseas
• take care of me
• laughs at my silly-ness
• covers my mouth and eyes while shopping
• tells me secrets
• shares with me the JOYS and SORROWS
• bring me to the ice-cream place
• bring me to fish and co
• bring me to visit the zoo every year
• bring me to Jurong Swimming pool
• allows me to sleep on the tummy
• allows me to sleep on the shoulders

Alright, my list will never stop.