My brother came back from Beijing!

and my mom bugged me to get down to the Changi Airport to fetch him.

The only reason why I do not wish to get myself to the airport because it really reminds me badly of the times we had together. I am a frequent traveller to Bangkok- Singapore. The airport always never fails to fill me with atmosphere of excitement in anticipation to meet him in Thailand. And back to Singapore, even though sometimes I felt sulky, but my truckloads of loots perks my mood up as well. Nonetheless, today's trip to the airport made me so terrible again. I think I'm gonna be very sensitive to everywhere I go. I think i had to resort to travel by boat or bus! The plane , the airport gives me a real painful feel for the time-being. I need to be quarantined.

Shucks. My blog sounds really dull and down, and this is not appealing to much of readers at all. I am so so so so so so so so sorry. But I really can't help it! >_<

2008 was not a good year for me.

I failed International Trade, it left me

I lost my beloved loved grandmother (wai po), she left me

I lost my beloved loved lover

I realised that wedding was just a pure imagination

=( isn't it bad enough for me to grumble so much?