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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

When all the Greatest ship sinks.
It's only Friendship that never sinks in times of Sea Disasters.

Oh yes. I love my friends!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Today was a sleepy working day as mentioned below. However, after meeting up with Rabbit, Jay and Melvin I was less sleepy!

We had Malay food for dinner down Circular Road, thereafter we went to TCC at Raffles Place to chill out. Took alot of pictures and all. Will post it up once my dear Rabbit has reached home.

Just I thought I was whole again.
Each time I see your nick, I felt so sad. Heartbroken. Every words that can describe the 'killing-me' feeling.
When we were so Happy. Why wont you maintain it this way?
Why do you have to ruin the perfect us?
Why do you have to do this to me?
Why do you make me feel like the world and now I feel like a dirt.
WHY???!!!!
I really want to go back to you my dear.
I really want to..
I have every reasons to go back to you..
but i just cannot forget the incident..
Do i really have to cry myself to sleep, waking up feeling hollow?
I thought I was suppose to anticipate walking down the wedding aisle with you.
I thought I was suppose to be your wife.
I thought I am suppose to give you kids
I thought I was suppose to give you happiness.
Why do you choose to let go of this opportunity????

Sleepy

I had never felt sooo sleepy in my entire life.
While chatting away with my colleague, I can doze off..
sheesh. what on earth happen to me! >_<

I miss you, yet we cannot be together. How torturing. *Sigh*....

Girls always become a Victim when Guy's cheat, for the simple reason that Guys do not follow the Rules of the Game. ...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

New Hair Cut









Yes, got a new Haircut! Nice? =D really short. I hope its good. I really need new a new life, i would want to have a new name. I think everything happens for a reason.
I have met up with Eve yesterday to collect my tailored made blouses, thereafter we headed to cityhall to accompany her to work for a while :) Thereafter, I have decided to go to Melissa's home for a mahjong session. I went there to learn as I really don't know the game.
Bui and MQ reached her place shortly after my arrival. They bought a mahjong table specially to play mahjong. Hehe =D Then we settled down our seats and MQ was my mahjong shifu. Through she taught me how to play, how to see and expect for tiles etc. =) Not an easy game I must say, but it's a long way to go.
We sat there the whole evening playing mahjong and along the way came Mel bro's gf, she also wanted to participate. So being a newbie, I have offered to watch them play instead of playing. However, the first few rounds, everyone was pretty lucky except for MQ. Poor thing. So later on, we decided to switched and team up instead. We kept winning till the weeee last 3omins. She is a really FAST and good player I must say. I am like a turtle sitting next to a HARE.
Well then, thereafter many rounds of MAHJONG, we have decided to go for a spin, exploring the night life of Singapore. Along the way, BUI was nagging at MQ for not having a partner and had also thrown in almost a thousand of reasons as to why she should get a LOVE one. As a listener, I think that what BUI said was very true. I think that sometimes LOVE is unexplainable. If you LOVE a person, you should go for it. Well, for me I cant hehe. cos im a girl.

Oh yes, PS: both of them kept disturbing me with my PINK CARDIGAN! Careful, it may end up as one of your presents alright!!
I wonder how long is this feeling going to stay inside me..

Friday, December 26, 2008

New Begining

I have lost in a battle of a 4 year old relationship, now begining to pick up pieces of me back. I am again left with a missing last piece. I do hope that the Love Cupid from the Heavens will send a right one to affix this back for me. I am really hurt and slashed this time. I know I shouldnt think too much anymore. But sometimes, I cant help it , to think of the past times we used to share (ie. Fishing , Prawning , eating). Who's gonna bring me to do all these now? :( Nobody anymore.

Nonetheless, this Christmas has been a different one for me. Went out with my friends. All of them were indeed very lovely, supported me and ensuring that I was fine and not left alone. :) Thanks people! I will get moving!

Had a great retail therapy and dinner today at Otto Restuarant at Maxwell Road, Red Dot Building. Yummy for some spread.

We had the following:

  • Beef Salami (Freaking Good!)
  • Mousse ( Its a savory one, for this I dont really know how to complete it. Thank God I have MQ to finish it for me. >_<>
  • Cod Fish (Freaking Good!)
  • Wine ( I dont really know how to drink either, so had a few sips and that's about it)
  • Bread (Quite yummy!)
  • Fresh Oysters (I totally didnt touch this as I really do not know how to eat Oysters >_<)

Thereafter, my dear girls presented a surprise for me! They bought me the AGNES B culf links! AHHH! so sweet of them!! (: Really pretty!! Cos thats e one I troubled Eve to order for me last week and kept asking how much was it as I m about to pay it today. Even withdrawn sufficient cash for it. Thanks girls! I will post the pictures up really soon.

Soon as the dinner ends, all of us headed to the carpark in deciding what to do next and also cam-whoring! :) Common we all dressed up so pretty today! (= I shall wait for Dyanne's picture, I think that she has more.

And then, all of us headed to Sentosa for a drink and also gossiping. And as soon as the bar is about to close, we all headed home. Again, our dear MQ had to send us home! Thanks Boy! :) I know you love our company!! ^^ hehe. (oh as if she's reading this).