Would you be there

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there ..... for me ...

Gifts of thoughts

A reality check struck upon me to realise that there are sometimes things that I want are not realistic.Sometimes in life, there are things which cannot be bought through monies.

In the meantime, I still working hard to obtaining for things which I lust for with my own monies. I don't want to be a useless person and always depending on someone to get them for you. I do have my room of thoughts which I always figured that gifts are an expression of an intention to make a person happy, blissful etc, which the idea comes from the thoughts of the person.

Through many sights, I have then realised, sometimes a couple mix of sentimental gifts(ie. handmade frames or self gathered bouquet), really shows how much the person loves u as there are 'efforts' gathered in obtaining the gift, rather than stuffing you with lavishing impressive items which you would be impressed initially, but at a latter you wont. In turn, you might be really upset if you do not get them one day.

CNY is around the corner

Some randoms. :) Yes, Dawn Yeoh is my fav actress!! I think she's cute!

ok my loot at Suntec: ali baba pants

My online purchase!! Black tube dress!

And I still cannot find my CNY clothes!! *pulls and tugs hair!*

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way,
He will make a way.

By a roadway in the wilderness,
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert
will I seeHeaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today.

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way,
He will make a way

Darn nervous at my First day today.
:( boohoo.
I hope i aint that nervous tmr!

The day i lose my belt

A moment of folly, i lose my belt at the flea market.
>_<
I can kill myself for that. It came with my dress, but its gone like *poof!*
well anyways, I do have a wonderful belt to pair it up with.
But..
EVERYONE is laughing at me. haha!
How can I lose my belt in 24hrs?
Shucks.

Farewell

Today is my last day at the Bank and they did a very good and memorable farewell for me. Not forgetting that my boss paid for the Farewell Lunch for all at Pasta Fresca. :) *aww so touched* A few shots to share:-

Me and my beloved Tom- I will miss her alot cos shes my lunch and everything else in the Company. Someone who really knows me inside out and someone who's next to me at all times.

The Angels! Muahaha!!

My team leader, John and I

Patricia and I!

Team 1 and me!

Me & Pattie!

Lay bee and me!

Siong Joo and me!

Sharon and me!!

Cheahmei and me!

Lena and me

Sheri, me and Nicolas

My lovely department , especially the darling girls organised and showered me with this huge bouquet of peach roses, pretty!

and also a pressie, containing..

Majolica Eye Mascara and Eye Shadow!!

And my beloved Sharon, gave me a card + a pressie too. Guess what it is??

Oh my gosh, it's the Pink Burberry perfume that I had been lusting after for quite sometime. It was Patrina who went telling her all these!! >_<

Met the Girls at about 7.30pm, as usual I'm pretty late. But well, that's mainly because I was clearing up my stuffs in the office. Shucks, I'm begining to miss the office again! :( The girls and I headed for The Golden Cafe @ Circular Road for dinner, before we head to Timbre for chillout.

My masterpiece of eave-phototaking Eve. :) Candid shot.

Me & my Bouquet

We ordered Sambal Kangkong, Claypot Toufu, White Rice and Prawn Paste Chicken for our dinner. It was pretty yummy! I was mentioning to Dyanne that the feeling of dining at The Golden Cafe during lunch and during dinner differs quite a fair bit. I don't really know how to describe, but it's a total different feel.

Our Sambal Kang Kong - Good!

My shiny white rice

Claypot Toufu

Prawn Paste Chicken

After a sumptous dinner, we then headed down to Timbre and join the queue to get seats. It's a really LONG queue. No kid. And so we started taking camera out to take pictures!

Eve bullies my Bouquet!

Well, after a 30min wait, our queue doesnt seem to move as well, we gave up and went to Indochine Bar to chill out. We hear lots of stories and share secrets amongst us. :)

Eve and me- Hmm. Dyanne dont seem to be a good photographer

Dy and me!

Dyanne's Sex on the Beach Drink

Eve's Lime Drink

My Lychee Martini

Fried Mini Toufu - Not too Bad for finger food

Figures!

Bought the figurines above from Suntec City for many a reasons! I think the first three, "Fu Lu Shou" are Gods with happiness, longevity and luck, next comes the one in pink is the Love God, which I really need at this point in time. I believed that someone special would come along my way and I would have a blissful life then. Next 2 are "Kong Zi and this 100% God ( I don't remember his name), these 2 Gods would enable me to excel in my studies!! :) and last but not least, "Tu Di Gong" I think he brings good career and life, which is an essential to me right now as I'm moving on to another good place for my career advancement!

Since when did I become so Auntified??! Gosh. No choice. I had more than enough bad stuffs for the Year 2008. I need to have a better one from this Year onwards.

However, I thought that they were really cute! :) Don't you think so too?

Someone commented me that I'm still living in the PAST and TIME will heal. Actually after some long thoughts, I don't think that I'm living in the PAST anymore. Coz' if I do, I will feel miserable everyday. I'm actually starting to enjoy my life each and everyday. And I also realised today, time does not heal wounds. Only a new person does. My wound will heal and will magically disappear if I've gotten the right doctor to treat. Please heal my wound, don't let it split wider.

:(

My body surprised me today. At 6pm sharp, I suddenly felt that the world is spinning so badly. Told my friend that I feel very dizzy and I am really about to faint right on the spot seated on my chair even. I laid on my table several times, but each time it just got worst.

Went to the toilet, feeling very nausea, but yet I cant throw up. :/ eww. Then luckily my boss saw me at the toilet looking very unright and offered some help. She got my deputy to send me home with the secretary. I felt sooo .. bad. Cos I'm leaving in just 3 days time. This is the only moments I could spend with them at the bank. I will work harder!! :P

When I got home, I literally zoomed off to the toilet to shower and jump straight into my bed to sleep. Mum brought me medicine to take before I revisit my sleep again.

Gonna slp again. That would be a total of 10hours of sleep. Better sleep before I really knock out tmr. I think the cause of the above was due to its a series of stress, a string of late nights, not eating well as before.

Forgot to add, I dreamt of my Grandmother last night. She was at her usual bed, at the nursing home. She sat upright, saw me and was smiling at me. We didn't communicate again. I really wonder why she always appear in my dreams since her death. I think it's at least 8 times. Maybe i really miss her. :(
I really do.
*sigh*
When I was a kid, I always counted 4. 2 grandfather, 2 grandmother.
As I grew up, I lost 1 at nine years old. but I dont feel the pinch, as perhaps I was really too young to understand what's death. Till recently, the death of my grandmother was really a toll on me. Ok enough of depressing posts!!

Realised that I am always unhappy in Year 2008, I need happiness.

This is Lee's baby Aidan. =) He's pretty tanned and very dashing alright ;) I could help but kept singing him with praises. He's really cute!! He's only 1 mth old!

For those colleagues who didnt know my situtation asked me to handle him now, so that after my 'wedding' I can have one of my own, the possibilty is higher. And gosh~ immediately my heart sank again. I don't really know when's the bottom, but I know I do pick up at times.

Isnt this top chick? I hope she has one for me! :) Maybe it's related to me by name. Crap.. I just love it. Maybe I could put this on for CNY when I go out. :)

That Girl is so Dangerous

"That Girl is so Dangerous,
that girl is a bad girl yeah.. " ~Akon Haha.

This song is playing repeatedly in my room. =) Anyways, here's some update of my events over these 2 days.

Friday:

After work, went to Dempsey with my Girls. =) Adrena (Tom) and Patrina. We were bitching truckloads. Haha. Less said here, well we enjoyed ourselves over platters of small bites and some wine. These 2 girls can really drink alot! =D Thereafter, along came their bfs. And a short while later, headed to Kovan to meet a group of friends for some chilling. Got to know some people better. :) Reached home at 3am.

Saturday:

Woke up at 930am and scrambled my way to school. =/ Today's the deadline to pay my school fee. Thereafter cabbed down to YCK to meet Eve as we wanted to enrol into Driving courses! Reached YCK at 12pm and we had a briefing with one of the instructor before we headed to officially enrol ourselves. Paid for Basic and Advance Theory + classes Fees. Want to pass them asap. :) Told Eve that I would work really hard from now on, to attain an income of 5k per mth and I will buy my own vehicle. :) I would want a Black Honda!! or Black Toyota Camry!! When I am really really extremely rich in future, I would like a Mercedez Benz in black as well! Thereafter, sped to Far East to get my Pedicure done. Felt so bad cos my pedicurist was waiting patiently for me. =/ I will get her bubbletea the next time!

:) Our toes.
Identical time pieces!

And yes, thereafter we met Amelia and had some light snacks before we start our retail therapy! :) Haa.

Went to CK Tang, bought a pair of sandals. They aren't expensive, and on top of that I have my leftover credits remains in my Citibank Tangs Card, so the setoff makes my sandals a great deal. Happy bean =). Amelia and Dyanne each got a pair of shoe as well. Influence. =p

Thereafter we headed to Topshop@ Taka. =) There is always some take home! haiz, bad girl I am. Thats because I do not have a goal anymore, I have nothing to look forward to at all. I need to doll up like a puppet once again.

Well, after Topshop and shopping at Isetan, we headed to BUGIS to fill our tummy over a Steamboat! Yums. Before we had our steamboat, we went to Shaw Tower a little while to peep at this shop which sells pretty cheongsums. The cheongsums aren't those usual oriental type, these are chick and modern kind, with buttons like stars and flowers etc. However, its freaking expensive. NEH~ i wont wear Cheongsum on CNY!! =p

Our food spread.

Eve took this for us.

Not too much photos eh? Cos the blogger is crazy. I couldn't upload properly. Perhaps the next time. Haha.

Right, after steamboat, we con't with our retail therapy. My last purchase stops at Dorothy Perkins. Bought a dress for office / dinner use. Well, if its for office I had to pair with a tube, and if I was wearing it for an event / dinner , the tube is not an essential anymore :) Its really cheap cos there's a discount for it, otherwise I wouldn't buy :)

Ok, enough of shopping and splurges! I really need to save for... a car?? :) or future wedding purpose ( if i get a good hubbie. :) ) I want to give my future kids a fairly comfy life.